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I've been spending sleepless nights since Sunday (10.07.12)...
I just couldn't bear that 'that part of me' dies...
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For several months, my heart hibernated and refused to be awakened...
I lost a piece of me...
but there's a continuous glow that grows inside...
finding it's way back...
I Come Back To Myself Slowly
I come back to myself slowly
I have been away for a time
To another part of myself
I do not want to be at all ---
It is the part of Despair and Fear and Loss
And guilt over my own unworthiness ---
I have come back to myself a bit
I am sort of alright
There is not around me all this weight and cloud and
all this heavy dragging me down ---
I am calmer now.
I say I am coming back to my better self
I hope so
I do feel better ---
But I know Life and the Other Self wait for me and will
find me again ---
Up and down, over and out, all around
The human being is a succession of his own
continually conflicting selves.
"There is no fear in love...
but perfect love drives out fear..."
~ 1 John 4,18 NIV ~