Ahuv Sheli

 I wish it could be like this... forever ! google image from Tangled A friend frantically wrote me, " No news for many days, are you okay? "   Oh if you could only see me!  I am FEELING for the first time in many years... music: Sleeping at Last by Turning Pages device: opendrive.com It was an assignment I picked up since it started way back 2001. Where have I been all these years? Outside of myself! And now, I'm fully coming in. I am inside my 'body' ~ my own skin marked with history... MY story ...  Soul's Light: Rising from the Ashes I thought I could just fly to God leaving this body behind. Then he hushed me, "We communicate with Him not only with our heart (cuore) BUT also with our head (la testa) and feet (i piedi)... with our whole body (con tutto il nostro corpo)... --- If that is so... then what have I been doing sitting infront of my pc all day? CAMMINIAMO...

google image: Twilight   I couldn't... ---- I've been spending sleepless nights since Sunday (10.07.12)... I just couldn't bear that  'that part of me' dies... ---- music: A Thousand Years by Christina Perri device: opendrive.com * No copyright infringement intended My eyes rested on my Vision Board...  ---- For several months, my heart hibernated and refused to be awakened... I lost a piece of me... but there's a continuous glow that grows inside...  finding it's way   back... ------ I Come Back To Myself Slowly Shalom Freedman source:  PoemHunter.Com I come back to myself slowly I have been away for a time To another part of myself I do not want to be at all --- It is the part of Despair and Fear and Loss of Hope And guilt over my own unworthiness --- I have come back to myself a bit I am sort of alright There is not around me all this weight and clo

" At Last " painting by Lauri Blank music: Carol Banawa's version of  If I Believe device: OpenDrive falling hearts:  Blogspot Tutorial Passion... Intimacy... Pure love... Rafa (Be still) ... ephphatha (Be opened)  ...rakhma (Love) ...

I roused from a dream of a storm ...  Water trickled from my room 's ceiling and the wind banged my window. I thought another flood was coming... I looked outside my window and to my surprise...  it wasn't raining heavily outside! The Spirit breathed into the dormant regions of my being.  Several days ago, God showed me the way to 'reconciliation' also through a dream. I 'felt' the changes it brought me afterwards ~ my body and mind were more relaxed.  Yesterday while listening to the priest's homily, the Lord brought up a memory from seven years ago. He pointed out a sin recurring because of postponement. Why am I terribly fond of delaying a decision? " Sin enslaves", I heard the Lord whispered. There's so much emotional blackmails tied in this ~ ALL because I lingered in another whirlpool .  And here comes the Lord leading me to the gates of freedom... choose  <life>! --- I looked at myself in the mirror an